Writing this long post with a heavy heart because of the ensuing chaos, fear all around and being drained emotionally, as my precious world changed by a complete 360 degrees in 2021.
I am trying to recover from the few weeks which were utterly tragic after having lost two precious gems from my family to the pandemic. All the unsaid words, unexpressed love and respect and the sudden void that is irreplaceable, I still struggle to find a way to accept a lot of things and it will probably take a very long time to heal and take receipt of this painful truth.
Unfortunately it is even more wounding to see some of the finest, educated and seemingly wise and well behaved people being unapologetically insensitive and selfish even during these challenging times.
Like it is said "It is prosperity that gives us friends but it is adversity that truly tells who our friends are."
I am also learning little by little that to make things little less depressing, we have to count our blessings with gratitude no matter how small or big they are.
Heartfelt thanks to my second family, my dearest aunt and uncle for taking me in, giving me a shelter and providing me with love, care and comfort, when I had to isolate due to the pandemic and the difficult circumstances it had caused, as I didn't have the means to isolate in my parents home. It means a lot to know that I am loved, and have a safe place to go to, when the people who were closest to me discarded me citing lame excuses.
My Parents and my Brother were literal pillars, time and again they have been there for me, supported and loved me unconditionally, I really don't know where I would be without their love, blessings and support.
And then there are all of you wonderful people - my Doctors, Friends, Cousins, Colleagues, Managers, Support team from my workplace, and Well wishers who cared for me, made sure that I am physically, emotionally doing ok. You also made sure that I had a purpose, had goals and this gave me the strength to wake up each day.
Grateful to have all you angels in my life!
I appeal to you all to stay strong, safe and healthy, ensure your well being - body and mind. Please follow the necessary protocols and take care not to burden the system that is already struggling. It's a precious thing to be alive. A sound mind in a sound body is the greatest luxury one can ask for. Please ensure you live well, are kind, helpful as much as possible and are grateful for all your blessings. Tell your loved ones that you love them and remind them that they are valuable. Always remember the ego seeks to divide and separate, while the spirit seeks to unify and heal. The Human Spirit is a miraculously strong entity and with the right resilience, we can get the better of the most unexpected times.
I've also realized that this is time for us to draw inspiration from within. Devote your time to mindful, creative and spiritual pursuits. Surrendering to the Lord is not giving up but giving in. Giving in to the greatest power that can heal us all, with total faith.
Lastly, it is our duty and responsibility to protect our environment and save Earth, more than ever now. Let us try to be conscious, to be mindful and try not to cause any further damage.
Stay home, Stay safe!
We shall overcome one day.
Love & Prayers,
Charu
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